In less than 4 hours I will teach my first class in a studio. I have been trying to avoid this fact for the last 4 days. Am I prepared? I probably am, I mean, I have taught 2 classes already in the last week (the last 2 Thursdays). But this one is different, this one is in a studio where I have no control over who can show up. At least on my Thursday classes I know it is just my brothers and that is it. Today, it will be friends, which is great. But there will be people I don’t know too. Which really should make it easier as there is a chance I will never see them again. I hope I do see them again, but there is that chance.
I just realized I need to shift my thoughts. This is not an event to be scared of, it is an event to grow from. No matter what happens it will make me a better person. It is not my first class, it is my fifth if I look at it through a different lens. The people in the room are going to be there, if they know me to support me, the ones that don’t know me are there because they love yoga, something I love. We are all going to be an awesome family for that hour, growing together, breathing together, expanding together.
joshua schofield 
You are an inspiration. You are true. You are deep. You are you.
I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again: so proud of you. Look at your growth over the last 4 months. Reflect on where you have been and where you are now. A rut is a time for introspective thoughts and reflection (or so I am learning). You are going through as opposed to around.
So proud.