Well I am home and back into regular life and man is it different than what I have been living the last three weeks. I am surprised how fast I have turned back into my former life. Not that it is a bad thing. I was living a good life before. I’m just tired now. I think that is the biggest thing. I have had later nights here and early mornings. Where during training and my travels I was in bed earlier and up at about the same time as here. To be fair I did return home on a weekend and wanted to hangout and see the people I stayed up late with. But because I still had to get up early I lost a bunch of sleep.
Yoga.
I have done just one class so far. I want to do more but I hurt. Something is wrong in my wrist and it hurts when I am not practicing. I am usually ok during practice but it needs rest as I have a busy yoga filled weekend coming up. Five workshops with Ryan Leier from OneYoga in Vancouver. It will be busy but I’m sure I will learn a ton for him. He has a great reputation and I am a big fan of one of his closest students.
I should get back into it all though. Even if I am not physically practicing I should be meditating everyday and reading. I have eleven books I want to read before returning to Ucluelet in September. And for me, this is an impossible feat that I want to conquer.
I miss my Blissology family so much. There was so much love there. Love for perfect strangers turned family in days. I just want to run into them all somehow.
I feel all over the place. I need to center in. Become still.
Love.
