I have made it onto the ferry I needed. I am 4.5 hours away from my flight home and I am sad. I was fine all day, fine walking onto the ferry, fine finding a seat. Not fine when this huge boat started moving. I am heading home to good things. To great things, my family, great friends and a world class yoga community in my opinion. I have new knowledge on many topics but most important of all love and happiness. And yet, I’m holding back tears, not wanting to leave the coast, not wanting to leave the friends i have on the coast and not wanting to go home to issues that I should not bat a lash at. That were in the past and I have moved on from. And yet I feel I’ll be dragged back into them. No matter what I do.
I cannot drift back to that. I won’t. I have a new life. A new life mission. New goals. A new future. I will be strong and I will be loving.
Love
joshua schofield 